Khaira Ir-Sofea Khairil Yusri..

Initially, we have decided to give this name to our baby..Tapi, sbb baby passed away, my MIL advised namakan ikut nama anak Nabi Muhammad..At that moment, we think it's a very good idea..So, we choosed Siti Fatimah. Tapi, lepas deliver tu, I have this strong feeling to stick to "Khaira Ir-Sofea"...sebab2nya:

1) we have decided if we have daughter, nama akan start with Khaira Ir-xxxx. So, I feel bad kalo nama dia nanti lain dari yg lain. Nampak macam perbezaan kat situ..taknak macam tu :(

2) Sofea maknanya bersih,suci..n my baby mmg suci bersih. takder dosa pun..bidadari syurga..:)

3) when people asked me wat is my baby's name.. I hardly to tell "siti fatimah". Mesti nak explain panjang berjela dulu..y i choosed that name, n initially bagi nama apa sumer..

4) n kalo citer pasal baby, mesti sebut baby jer..tak sebut nama dia..n again, bila nak sebut siti fatimah..mesti rasa lain..

5) if i pray for her or thinking bout her..my heart n mind mesti fikir nama sofea tuh..n like bahasakan diri dia as sofea..n not siti fatimah..

6) naluri seorang ibu kuat mengatakan..nak nama tu..

Tapi, it doesnt mean that I dun like "siti fatimah" name or wat..maknanya kan baik jugak.cuma macam sbb2 yg mentioned tadila..naper i am so reluctant to name her as siti fatimah..

Actually, after deliver, i did asked my hubby quite few times gak, can we name her bak as Khaira Ir-sofea instead of Siti Fatimah..my hubby kata..boleh, coz masa baca talkin sumer, imam tuh tak sebut nama..maybe sbb baby kut. Then, dekat baby nyer birth certificate pun takder nama atas reason stillbirth...tapi,hubby kata.."takper,kita letak nama siti fatimah.coz baby kita tu lain dr yg lain".hubby told me wif a smile..n everytime seeing that smile, terus rasa..hmm..okla,better guna nama tu..

n kelmarin..fikir lagi..n bgtau hubby lagi.coz terpk nanti kalo buat batu nisan for baby, I really want her name to be written as Khaira Ir-Sofea...n i better asked my hubby again b4 it's too late..N this time. My hubby agreed..n I'm so happy n rasa macam lega sgt...Thanks dear...

n kali ni, i feel very2 happy to announce that my daughter's name is Khaira Ir-Sofea Khairil Yusri!!!..when ppl asked or whenever I'm talking bout her, I will just say Sofea n no unnecessary elobaration lagi dah..or ber'baby2' jer..

Mummy n daddy love Khaira Ir-Sofea..Al-Fatihah..