Miss my hubby..

huhu..rasa macam dah lama tak update blog..kesibukan dan kemalasan melandaaaa...Not going to post any updates yet, but to tell the world that I miss my hubby..haha.My hubby having his training at Pullman Putrajaya for 3D2N.Rasa macam lama btul..ngeh2.Balik arini la tapi...yeay!!hoho..but, for d past 2 days, I'm not alone..my mom accompany me at home.susah payah datang naik keretapi dr ipoh :)thanks mama!itupun, sbb my hubby sooo concern takut sangat wifey nyer tinggal sensorang..tak sabar nak amik hubby nanti..yeay2..hubby dah balik..

Baju raya oh baju raya..

Today, we supposed to go to Jalan TAR to look for my 'baju raya'. But,as I'm not feeling well, thus we cancelled that plan. Besides, I dun have d mood to go to dat place either.Cos, I'm sure it will be pack with peoples and the price will be not dat cheap.Like not worth going there..

Actually, last weekend we went to Shah Alam, thought can find nice baju kurung or baju melayu with the acceptable price.But,we were so surprise looking at the price which mostly cost around RM150 above.I mean which i dun think those baju worth to buy at dat price pon...and we r so shocked that the plain baju melayu with not so good material pun cost ard RM150. Adoi..cekik darah sungguh la! Dat day, I was attracted to this nice and fashionable baju kurung (ala2 kembung kat tgn tuh). It's a very simple baju kurung with plain colour and some beads on the colar.My eyes was so BIG seeing the price of RM450 tuh..gila la!Baju tu not la so grand to compare with d price.Hai..langsung mood ilang..

Pikir punya pikir, I think maybe we just survey around this kota damansara area..mana tau we can get a good one!But, not today ..most prob next week.Yeah2..bila lagi, coz this weekend will be the last weekend..lepas tuh raya, wiihoo!!Miss my hometown..My parents, nephews and nieces so MUCH!Oh..let me put some pictures of my nephew and nieces yg comel2 tuh..'Like acu like ..';)




Behind: Syazalyana, Zaim
Front: Dina,Daniel, Danish (my 2nd bro son), Diana






PEACE!!

















4 'D' Gang..Diana, Danish, Dina, Daniel..




Not to forget..the youngest and my favourite one. I think my little sofea likes him coz during my pregnancy I LOVE playing wif him..



Putra Irhan aka Puta'

Jalan2 jumpa artis..

Within my 2 weeks stay in Damansara wif my hubby, I had bumped with below 'public figures':

1)Engku Emran (okla, macam kat TV. Drive BMW baru tu..)
2)Actor in NurKasih as big bro and his gf yg dikatakan putus tuh (cant really remember their name)..nampak dua2 tgh withdraw money at giant (duit hasil lakonan..keke)
3)Zulkifli M Osman (kurus sama macam kat TV)
4)Aaron Aziz (my mom nampak dia actually, isk)
5)x husband sheila majid
6)Sheila majid with her hubby
7)Zen Ruffedge (ntah btul spell nama dia ntah. Tapi dia yg berlakon dalam suara hati. Nampak dia beli pampers kat tesco..keke)
8)Daphne Iking

Actually, we are not la dat excited seeing them.But, quite interesting kan..can compare them in real life with the one in TV. Utk yg perempuan, of coz in TV more pretty. But for guys..same jerk. Coz in TV pun they din make up kan..

Masakanku di bulan puasa..

List of my cookings so far for d buka puasa & sahur...

1) Chicken curry
2) Seafood tomyam
3) Sambal udang
4) Sotong goreng tepung
5) Fried chicken ala2 KFC ;)
6) vege: Baby sawi ala2 chinese cook, kacang buncis goreng & ulam2an
7) Ayam masak asam pedas
8) Sambal ikan bilis
9) Rendang ayam berkuah (guna santan kotak,pasai tuh tak kering)
10)sambal belacan (nak masuk gak..)
11) daging blackpepper (esok baru nak masak ;))

Below are some of the pics yg sempat diambil:



Ayam rendang berkuah, sambal belacan, ulam2an








Ayam goreng, seafood tomyam, baby sawi goreng







Kari ayam, sambal udang,sawi kicap ala2 chinese cook,ketam boxing.




I am so happy dat I managed to cook the above dishes dgn sedap sekali (testimoni hubby;)). Di bulan puasa lak tuh, garam & bahan2 mmg kena agak2 sendiri, sbb takleh rasa. Adoi..itulah dugaan yg paling hebat bagi org yg baru nak menjinakkan diri memasak pada bulan ramadhan.Masak ikut naluri dan yakin..As a result, overall, all my cooking taste tak kurang tak lebih.Thumbs up to myself,HOHO*dalam bakul ni*.Except for one time, goreng nasi TERMASIN utk sahur, my hubby n I pening tak hingat sbb kena paksa makan gak,kalo tak lapor tu thari kang!

Actually masak quite tiring. Coz u need to prepare all the ingredients,cook and clean up the mess(this part, my hubby do help sometimes. Tq dear).Tapi, bila dah settle masak n rupanya seperti yg diinginkan and ur hubby pulak makan dgn gembiranya siap kadang2 bertambah2 lauk & nasi diiringi dgn compliments to ur cooking,penat pun dah tak kisah dah, sgt2 berbaloi!and will look forward to cook for a new dishes dgn enaknya!hoho..semangat!

For weekdays, tak masak. Tak sompek and agak letih kalo nak masak tau.Except sahur, goreng2 drummet ker, burger ker, nasi goreng ker..all the simple dishes jer.So, utk buka puasa, we prefer go to Kota Damansara bazar or makan kat kodai..

Oh, masa first day sahur kat umah KL ni, hubby masakkan nasi goreng sardin yg hubby kata selalu dimasak masa zaman belajar kat Korea dulu2. Nyum2...Thanks dear!











p/s: amacam ida? inilah masakkan yg I kata hebat tuh..keke. Kira hebat la kan bagi tahap i ni, 'budak baru belajar'..haha.especially part rendang ngan tomyam.First time tu.

My First week in EYKL..

First day:
Tot just me alone yg register for my 1st day. Mana tau, like the whole class full with new staff.But, most of them are fresh grads.So, the whole day I was busy filling in all the necessary forms, attended IT orientation, tour my REC dept, meet peoples and lastly, lepak2 at my workstation. The SM in charge still finalising my portfolio list..so, before it out, lepak2 je la.Yup,SM tuh punya ayat" u lepak2 jer dulu". Oh ya, btw, that Director is one of 3R host's sister. sgt cool orgnya..So, lepakla until ard 5.40. I can't do much as I can't open my Lotus notes,nak check email segala tak bleh..so surf net jerla..

2nd day:
Ard 10 am, rushing to meeting room. I'm not aware bout the meeting..so terkocoh kacah pegi..I called it "rebut2 staff meeting".So, all managers like choose staff they need for this coming peak period and see whether any conflict with other managers tak..It's end around 2pm..lama giler. Luckily puasa. So, at that meeting, I knew I will be handling this listed company which I will take over from my close fren, Joan Dee as she will resigned soon.So,she rebut good staff for me..lega..Abis meeting, continue lepaking..

Today and tomorrow:
By rite, I will get my final portfolio list by today. But, the Director that supposed to pass it was not around..menunggu dan menunggu. So, surf net, baca all admin stuff,baca balik all the EY methodology (macam dah lama tak keje)..dan skang berblog..keke..I think tomorrow activity will be d same as today..:). Shud i just sit and wait for d list or shud I go n ask the SM whether got anything for me to do?..hmm..entahla. Tot, once I got my portfolio list, I can start doing all the planning stuff..like try to know the background of the cases that I will be handling.haih..payah takder keje ni..

Oh, additional notes:
1)This few days I reached office around 8.40am and went back around 6pm. Org kata, minggu2 awal keje tempat baru kena tunjuk poyo skit, wpun obviously ppl know I dun have things to do..haha..
2)5-7 Oct,I will be going to somewhere (out of KL, kata HR) 3D2N for my orientation.I was so shocked hearing dat. Orientation jer pun..Tak kisahla, yg penting kita enjoy!;)

My Farewell Treats

I had 3 farewell treats last week.Lunch on Thursday,followed by Lunch and Dinner on Friday pulak.Makan dan makan dan makan..

On Thursday, I had lunch with Pauline, Poh Yoke, Anne, danny,Leonard & Pei Yee at Maria's Cafe. Dun have the pics wif me. Si budak pei yee tak kasi2 lagi. But, on dat day, they gave me my farewell gift kongsi2 with some of my other colleagues~signature pen which I am longing for..huhu..syiok!










Friday lunch with my Malay colleagues..










Ard 4.30pm after returning all d Ipoh office properties, and distributing my Farewell cakes (oh..forgot to take da pics..)yup, end up I bought 2 cakes at Deli Cakes~my fav cashew chocolate cake and marble cheese cake (Diorg kata sedapsss), I had my photo sessions with my officemates for d last time in d office..





Oh..dis is my first work station on d day I join EY..till I was senior...






Then, I moved to a workstation with no deskmate...my own cubicle.agak bosan actually..too isolated from others..



Lots of people not around dat day..on EL, AL, MC and do field work at client place...so, ini2 aje yg tinggal..for d photo session..jadi la..


























At nite, dinner with Ms Leong, Chin Yee, Ida and new staff (alamak..tak hingat nama).Lepas makan, Janet, Chooi Fun and Ee- Leng plak mai and we continue yamcha..










Oh ya, as a token of my appreciation to my Director and Patner, I bought them lucky trees..They are so happy to have it..best kan jadi bos.










I am going to miss EY Ipoh so much..I am very proud of myself for being strong enuf to work in EY Ipoh dat long, almost 6 years. Sungguh tak sangka. Before I left, someone told me, I have created history in EY Ipoh. I am d first malay working in EY IPOH for dat long and that is an achievement in itself. To top that fine feat, aka icing on the cake, I am the first ever malay AM in EY Ipoh history..Think of dat, it makes me SMILE..susah payahku berbalas :) Alhamdulillah..

Good bye EY Ipoh..Sayonara..

My Farewell Email..

I had been scratching my head thinking how to compose my farewell email..After referring to my x-colleagues' farewell emails and some from the internet, I managed to come out with this :

Dear all,

My life’s destiny has brought me to today, marking my final day in Ernst & Young IPOH and continue my career path in Ernst & Young KL. Looking back my almost 5 colorful years have passed and I must say that I am ending my journey here with the very fondest of memories.

Firstly, I would like to give my special THANKS to Ms Leong for for giving me the opportunity to be part of this family and offer me with the best during my tenure of employment here. I am one of the privileged ones who have been given the opportunity to grow together with the company. My experience here has led me to high levels of maturity and strength, mainly in terms of knowledge and experience. The guidance, support and advice that I gained have enriched my knowledge, skills and contributed to the person I am today, and what I would still be. It has been my honor to have had the opportunity to work alongside all of you. Thank you to ALL of you and special thanks to Sook Leng, Soon, Poh Yoke, Yen Nee, Borg Huey,Danny and the rest of the managers.

To my dearest mentees and all the fellow seniors and juniors, keep up the good work and it is always great to work with you all. Cherish the knowledge and experiences that you gain in Ernst & Young and I'm certain it will be rewarding in the future.

To admin and TAX personnel, thanks for your help and support.

I truly cherish the friendship that was built throughout my stay here.You are a special group of people and I will definitely miss you all dearly. Throughout my days in EY, I am being loved and cared for and I will definitely keep with me all the sweet memories and love that had showered me.

Last but not least, please do accept my sincere apologies if I have offended anyone of you, in any way.

I wish all the best to everyone in the firm, be happy, be great!

All the best and take care.

Do keep in touch :)

Amacam? Terharu biru tak?kekeke..

our new perabots..

In d previous post I got mentioned dat we bought our new furnitures.so, here are the pictures of it.










Our living room's color theme is black,red & white. Carpet tu plan to replace with maybe white carpet??On the wall behind TV, plan to hang picture of 'red rose yg kembang mekar'~ I saw once last time in magazine. Surveyed for this red rose pic for quite some time d, but until now didn't find one. Huhu..hah!and a black coffee table in d middle.baru perasan tak beli lagi..adoi..dear, ingat?











This pic is to show my display+divider cabinet tu..I choosed myself.Suka sgt!Can split d living and dining area..takderla like all in 1 area jer kan.Plan to put our wedding pictures dari atas hingga ke bawah..hehe.Tinggal beli pic frames. The pics are ready..











While for dining area, we choose brown&black.Still need to buy the dining table accessories like table runners, placemats and maybe candle stand in d middle?hmm..

Without those accessories, living & dining area kind of dull & empty a bit ya..Plan to buy it later2 la.Now have to save some of the money for raya n for my hubby coming bufday;) plus we must survey2 for it first..nanti beli, tgk lain, nyesal suda.pelan2 kayuh!

donut or cake?

This coming friday will be my last day in EYIpoh..I will be on leave the week after that and on 1st sept, will be my 1st day in EYKL. Quite nervous actually..Eventho it is still the same company and the same work methodology, but the environment is different. New bosses, new colleagues, new friends, new workplace, new portfolios, new clients..lots of NEW things there.dagut..dagut.. But hope I can easily adapt to the NEW environment. Amin..

So,as to follow d "unwritten law @ tradition" of Ipoh office, the resigning people will have to give a farewell treat for the whole dept which is currently consist of approx 50 ppl. Normally, ppl will give cakes..Hmm. I am still undecided on this..it's either to give them big apple donuts, secret recipe cake or one of my favourite deli garden's cake which i cant remember the name..eheh..

camno ni..camno..












donuts or....cake

Hold Your Head Up High!

Quote of the day..I am sad of something..n my hubby email me with this line " Hold Your Head Up High dear "..Meaning: You can hold your head high, or hold your head up high, if you feel proud of something.

Yes, I shud be proud of myself..I have gone thru lots of obstacles, difficulties and challenges in my life and I have overcome it.I am having a great life and shud be thankful to God for wat I have. Thanks to my hubby, family and friends for being so supportive...Okie, I am so emo..

Let the past be gone and look into a bright future. I can’t look into a bright future if my eyes are still filled with tears from the past kan...

"The past is behind, learn from it. The future is ahead, prepare for it.The present is here, live it." :)

fening..fening..

puasa arini..pening plak..nak keje pun tak larat.Hmm, hubby pegi interview at teletech, somewhere behind menara public.Wish him luck..the longest interview ever..dari kul 10 sampai skang tak abis2.

My special job yg bring me all the trouble mable tu can say almost complete. Pending for patner to sign jer. haih, but my independent patner ask me so much thing which we have no answer to it..Tot yesterday when he gave us the review points, it will be the end of it..mana tau this morning he shoot n email asking this n that and the Q is beyond our knowledge.I mean which we couldnt answer it..Client nak beli harga banyak tuh, nak buat camner.ada supporting documents sudahla..haih..mafan btul..

Hmm,I am so lazy to do my work now..oh, i applied leave for this friday and 5 days at the end of the month(minggu pertama pose).Mana tau, my Director approved kesemuanya sekali..wihoo!On 1 September I will start working in EYKL.. But till now, the HR still yet to call me.Jgn kata postpone suda..but my patner has confirmed this with patner in KL...tak kisahla..tunggu dan lihat..

Meaning the first week of Ramadhan, i got the opportunity to cook for my hubby utk sahur n berbuka coz i dun have any job commitment at that time..so free!sonoknya..jgn nanti ajak pegi pasar ramadhan jer sudah.masak ke mana..adui..

Hmm...plan lepas ni macam nak minum milk shake or fruit juice buat sendiri utk dinner jerla.sbb my weight stagnant at 55kg jer.almost 2 months d..hadui.So I am going to surf for the recipe for the fruit milk shake and fruit juice yg best!

Ceritera 2 mingguku yg lepas...

What happened for the past 2 weeks?

1) Too busy with work, training and meetings..penings2 n stress2.Okie, not going to talk bout works here..

2) Submitted transfer form d!waiting for KL people to reply..Expected date for transfer is 1 September..Pray hard :)

2) Due to FRS139 training and meeting in KL, I got the opportunity to stay wif my hubby for 5 days..Dari rabu sampai la Ahad.Senonot! Pagi2 pegi keje sesama, balik keje dinner sesama..best kan!

3) Bought our living and dining set sekali dgn divider cabinet.wiihooo..haih, org lain, awal2 kawin dah merasa buat benda2 ni. Both of us baru nak start on this. Yerla..dok jejauh kan..huk2..tak lama lagi dah;). Hmm, esok sampainya furnitures tu..senonot lagi!

4) Makan sedap2 wif hubby, sushi la , sup ekor la (haha..first time aritu order sup ekor. Never before in my menu list), but paling sedap tak hingat skali makan makanan padang for our lunch kat Restoran Sari Ratu..nyum2..Meh letak gambar skit ;)




My Hubby!









Me :)..amacam..ada kurus skit tak?hik2..








lauks2 : ayam ala2 percik,talapia bakar,sayur kailan,bergedel,rendang daging n paru.











jus apricot ngan chocolate syrup..I like!







jus durian ngan strawberry syrup..(dear, u ingat tak u minum sampai abis tak ingat i?utk pertama kalinya...hik2)







Nyum2..mmg leh bagi 9/10.But, we prefer masakan padang kat restoran belakang menara public bank. We gave 10/10 for dat one :)





hmm..apa lagi..that's all for now I think :)

I miss my hubby

I miss my hubby so much!..can't wait to c him dis weekend.."tggu ku di stesen keretapi ya..;)".

Terharu biru dgn boss!

I have passed my transfer form to my Director dah!when i passed her the form, she din say much.she put my envelope aside and continue chatting bout job related matter..huk2..sedih gak.she like ignoring my request.tapi rupa2nya, itu sumer salah faham...she is so concern bout me!actually, she really dun mind recommending me to transfer to EYKL. If can, end of this mth pun boleh.But..since she already assigned me with one special audit job, she really hope if i can settle that job b4 i leave..coz it's hard for her to tell client that i will do the job half way n replace by other ppl coz it's a very P&C ala2 top secret nyer job.handle by few ppl oni (AM,Director & patner jer).. siap client initially oni wan director level and above to involve with this case, but my director request client to include me in the team.hoho.rasa diri nih penting lak! (cewah, panjang lak citer part ni.adoi, ok enuf memuji diri)..

So, after explaining how she wan me to stay until the case settle, which is estimated by end of august..boleh plak, I asked her to make it earlier, being so demanding pulak!!!adoi..after dat conversation...i felt so damn guilty.I think she being so reasonable d by allowing me to go dat early.Normally, it will take around 2 to 6 mths from the date u apply for the transfer..ini, dia bagi 1 bulan lebih jer, dah mintak lebih..so, i pun shoot her an email to thank and apologise to her bout dat matter (emo lak)..

emailnyer berbunyi lebih kurang begini:
"I would like to thank you for your support n consideration regarding my transfer. I am sorry for being so demanding just now n really appreciate that you r willing to release me that early eventho our office currently are short of experienced staff. I will be ok to leave by end of August. .bla2.. (sudah2..poyo tak?.keke)

Tapi lega la lepas tu..tak rasa bersalah. N boss pun reply saying that she understand my situation n glad that I inform her my intention upfront.fuh..lega…

Tak abis dgn tu..my colleague told me that when I was hospitalized, she is so concern n worry bout me..can say everyday she asked bout my condition n talked bout me to the staff. They noticed whenever she talked bout me, her eyes like full of tears…ala2 berair gitu.sbb risaukan, I have to wait for 1 mth baru baby leh kuar.huhu..Terharunya...coz she is not the emo2 type..then, they said she din bother much bout my halfway job after that incident. I think, she even asked the staff to follow up my job independently n dun interrupt me dat much..huhu

I still remember, as soon as I find out Sofea passed away.. I cry n keep on saying “tak mungkin, baby gerak2 banyak last 2 weeks masa scan.baby sihat.baby naper…baby naper..”masa tuh I still lie down on the bed while doc scanned my belly. Pastu bila dah bangun, then dok kat kusi..doc asked me bila ready to deliver baby?..know wat my answer.. “saya banyak keje kat office, camner keje banyak..saya nak kena settlekan” tapi cakap sambil nangis2 lagi tu..doc n my hubby pun geleng kepala seeing me aritu..nangis2 then sempat cakap pasal keje..haih..tak taula..mmg spontan jer mind tuh..maybe otak dah lama ingat keje..keje..dan keje..kot..but glad my hubby help me to explain to my Director n explain my concern on my half way job..(sbb mmg banyak..peak kan)..tuh yg my Director bertambah emo kot after knowing dat..

Haih..panjang berjela lak post ni..kesimpulannya..terharu biru wif my Director! Thanks boss! so, esok jumpa patner lak..moga patner pun paham n lebih supportive..Sbb patner recommendation lagi power..

Tapikan, ni baru Ipoh office's response. Even if they agree on d transfer, but it still up to EYKL whether they wan me onot..or whether they have any vacancy there.I apply for BAS (business advisory services),maybe xplore something diff from audit..katanya ada vacancy.Bertawakal jer la.Apapun, I have tried my best.

Akhirnya bos dah tau!

Akhirnya yesterday I have informed my Director that I wan to transfer to KL!lega rasanya..biasala bos,she a bit reluctant to allow me to transfer n giving excuses saying that KL freeze hiring experienced people..but i told her maybe can just try first kan. takkan make conclusion without trying..then she also said that she planned to assign me for a listed job somewhere around next mth as they are short of ppl..haih..i keep on saying sorry throughout d conversation.later, dah start a listed job..have to wait for wat? another 2 or 3 mths lagi?ohh..thinks that too long for me..not that i dun wan to und their problem..but this is my life n i think it's the time for me to be sellfish a bit..takmau pikir2 n utamakan pasal keje lagi. I think as a good wife, it's time for me to think bout myself n my hubby (it's not that i dun think or consider bout him before;))I mean..it's time for us to stay closer n go thru d days TOGETHER..so, today i plan to submit d transfer form n see wat else my Director wanna say...hopefully no more excuses cos I am so DETERMINE to go..

Khaira Ir-Sofea Khairil Yusri..

Initially, we have decided to give this name to our baby..Tapi, sbb baby passed away, my MIL advised namakan ikut nama anak Nabi Muhammad..At that moment, we think it's a very good idea..So, we choosed Siti Fatimah. Tapi, lepas deliver tu, I have this strong feeling to stick to "Khaira Ir-Sofea"...sebab2nya:

1) we have decided if we have daughter, nama akan start with Khaira Ir-xxxx. So, I feel bad kalo nama dia nanti lain dari yg lain. Nampak macam perbezaan kat situ..taknak macam tu :(

2) Sofea maknanya bersih,suci..n my baby mmg suci bersih. takder dosa pun..bidadari syurga..:)

3) when people asked me wat is my baby's name.. I hardly to tell "siti fatimah". Mesti nak explain panjang berjela dulu..y i choosed that name, n initially bagi nama apa sumer..

4) n kalo citer pasal baby, mesti sebut baby jer..tak sebut nama dia..n again, bila nak sebut siti fatimah..mesti rasa lain..

5) if i pray for her or thinking bout her..my heart n mind mesti fikir nama sofea tuh..n like bahasakan diri dia as sofea..n not siti fatimah..

6) naluri seorang ibu kuat mengatakan..nak nama tu..

Tapi, it doesnt mean that I dun like "siti fatimah" name or wat..maknanya kan baik jugak.cuma macam sbb2 yg mentioned tadila..naper i am so reluctant to name her as siti fatimah..

Actually, after deliver, i did asked my hubby quite few times gak, can we name her bak as Khaira Ir-sofea instead of Siti Fatimah..my hubby kata..boleh, coz masa baca talkin sumer, imam tuh tak sebut nama..maybe sbb baby kut. Then, dekat baby nyer birth certificate pun takder nama atas reason stillbirth...tapi,hubby kata.."takper,kita letak nama siti fatimah.coz baby kita tu lain dr yg lain".hubby told me wif a smile..n everytime seeing that smile, terus rasa..hmm..okla,better guna nama tu..

n kelmarin..fikir lagi..n bgtau hubby lagi.coz terpk nanti kalo buat batu nisan for baby, I really want her name to be written as Khaira Ir-Sofea...n i better asked my hubby again b4 it's too late..N this time. My hubby agreed..n I'm so happy n rasa macam lega sgt...Thanks dear...

n kali ni, i feel very2 happy to announce that my daughter's name is Khaira Ir-Sofea Khairil Yusri!!!..when ppl asked or whenever I'm talking bout her, I will just say Sofea n no unnecessary elobaration lagi dah..or ber'baby2' jer..

Mummy n daddy love Khaira Ir-Sofea..Al-Fatihah..

Sebelum dan selepas..

Uwaa..takleh terima hakikat..

SEBELUM..

(2 bulan pregnant..)










SELEPAS

(2 bulan lepas bersalin)




uwaaa...









maybe angle ni nampak kurus skit..ye ke? ;)






Nampak tak perbezaan muka tuh..tgk muka jer..badan takyah citer la..muka pun dah..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Tp leh tak nak salahkan tudung..sbb aritu pakai anak tudung kecik..tertarik ke belakang..tuh nampak muka besor..leh tak nak assume camtu..
uwaaa lagi..uwaaa...

Last weekend nyer xtvt..

hoho..this coming friday nite, we will be going bak to Ipoh..next week dah keje. huhu.kembali jadi weekend husband n wife :(..

last saturday, i had lunch wif my frens lia, oya , muni & maya at California Pizza. seronok btul meet d gals..lama dah tak gossips n chat wif frens. imagine la, almost 3 mths, memerap kat umah n lama tak berkomunikasi dgn dunia luar. My comm skills pun dah pudar..adui..while meeting my frens..hubby baca buku kat kinakoniya.sempat la hubby baca abis satu buku.

Abis lunch, jalan2 wif my hubby, lunch kali ke 2 kat little penang lak (sian hubby lapar, dia takmo bgn dari kusi kat kinakoniya tuh takut org amik).Then, bought a new sandal coz my foot was so pain pakai high heel shoe.dah lama tak pakai high heel..huhu..sampai luka2 la kaki. nak lawa nyer pasal, sakit pun tahan..akhirnya..tak terdayo den.

Pastu balik umah rehat.Malamnya pegi cineleisure, tgk transformer show kul 9.15. My hubby quite dissappointed with the movie..slow n kelam kabut katanya. apapun, both of us happy spending time together.

Ahad plak, melepak jer kat rumah.tgk tv together..patutnya, petang plan pegi jogging.tapi, dua2 cam malas..nak rehat2 jer kat umah.so, bisala routine weekend.masa for exta pamper myself.self spa from head to toe...hoho..n i involved my hubby skali. 'mask' kan muka hubby.wpun,in d beginning, hubby reluctant gak..tapi, mmg rasa best sgt dapat me'mask'kan muka hubby.hmm, simple jer xtvt nya. tapi, rasa sweet n so great doing it togetha..



Comel ni :)

Sad day for a mother of stillborn..

Yesterday, I went to tesco wif mama, bought groceries. Before shopping, we stopped at a cafe inside the tesco mall for our lunch 1st. We were starving..hm..the waitress very nice n friendly. When i wanna pay d bill, she told me this with a very gentle smile " kak, bulat perut akak" (meaning that she thinks that I am pregnant, n she is happy for it)..i just replied her with a smile.

Inside the tesco, while shopping, i saw this 2 preggy ladies.. lady A, she walked while softly rubbing her pregnant belly..lady B, she walked while eating the ferrero roche which she is still yet to pay for it.craving sgt kot..

Not oni dat, tesco is having promotion for baby items until next week..so,lots of cheap items for a newborn baby. eventho i dun have one, but no harm looking at it kan..bila dah tgk, rasa nak beli pun ada.but...

N tak abis dgn tu..I had my breakfast dis morning while watching TV, and kuar iklan gugu gaga erra. It not stop there..I surf net, wanna read gossips bout artist,open murai.com n it keep on prompting gugu gaga erra nyer advert at the main menu..haih..

I cant deny, I am not dat strong enuf sometimes..my heart cries, my eyes full of tears..hati tersentuh with wat had happened n wat i saw..if I'm still pregnant, maybe my belly is so big now n counting days for my due date which is expected on 1 Aug ..but, the fact, I am a mother now n have delivered my stillborn baby..

No wonder lots of article saying dat most of a mother of stillborn baby, will want to get pregnant again as soon as they are fully recover. I feel d same way too..It is undescribe emotion when I saw a baby and preggy ladies. Eventho I accept n redha for wat had happened, but deep down inside my heart, I wish I can touch, hold n kiss my baby..n do things that a mother will do..Imagine, U've been informed everything is ok, u had buy things 4 ur baby n dream of things that u will do together with ur baby and suddenly all the hope disappears, just like dat with no sign..I really pray that Allah will give me another chance..

Most of people around me, advise me to get pregnant after one year..hmm..but, i think i cant wait that long. luckily my doc told me dat my condition is getting better and it is ok to have a baby after this 3 mths..maybe ppl will say, why so rush..masih muda.For me, as long as doc told me that it is no harm to get pregnant again, i dun care wat others will say. I am lucky coz my hubby understand me n always there to support me.. but apapun, it still up to Allah willing.

*Mommy recite Al Fatiha for baby..amin*

Kerepek pisang utk dijual..

puasa n raya dah nak dekat..hmm..dulu2 masa kat uni, pernah cuti time pose..jual roti jala kat pasar ramdhan. dapat la beli desktop (second hand la tapi) n display cabinet utk mama n duit raya (kira ok la tuk student)..

zaman keje2 lak, tak ingat first or 2nd yr keje, jual kuih raya.buat kuih chipsmore n kuih dam. jual kat org opis and kat pasar ramadhan (masa tuh mama niaga kat pasar ramadhan lagi).ok la, dapat anak2 sedara beli baju raya n sendiri nyer duit raya skit..

kalo bukan time pose n raya..penah jual tudung, brooch n gelang dari korea..hmm, bila ingat2 balik.rasa cam best lak.jual tak banyak pun, dapat bantu kewangan skit2..tetiba rasa cam nak meniaga lagi.bila terkenang kegigihan dulu2 meniaga, agak kagum sebenarnya..haha.yerla, boleh lak tgh sibuk jadi junior auditor, sempat balik umah buat kuih malam2 utk jual..adui.

n skang terasa macam nak jual something lagi..nak jual kerepek pisang..hmm..sepeket rm12..okla, so far ada beberapa org je yg beli. sbb marketing kureng.actually, acik (my 2nd bro) yg meniaga ni, tapi dia macam sekerat jalan..n i think macam ok jerk kalo take over busniess tak jadik dia ni..n rasanya macam nak buat dgn tekun..amin..

so, kepada sesiapa yg ada baca blog ni, yg berminat nak beli kerepek ni, utk raya nanti ker..time kunyah2 masa pose, or kunyah2 kat opis, belikan utk mak mentua kawan2,goody pack utk kenduri ker,or utk apa2 jer..can leave ur msg here or pls spread the news..harga leh kautim kalo nak banyak...haha..

diulangi..

kerepek pisang bergula or plain..1 kg : RM12

Sambal udang + petai

hoho...

balik dari ipoh last weekend, mama bawak petai..hmm..so got an idea to ask my mom to teach me to cook sambal udang..

Bahan2:

500g udang
sebiji bawang merah
2 ulas bawang putih
cili kering (dalam tutup 1/2 blender ;))
petai(not compulsary)
satu sudu teh asam jawa

Cara2:

1) rebus cili keringyg siap dipotong n dibuang biji
2) tos n masukkan dalam blender
3) potong2 bawang merah n bawang putih n masuk dalam blender gak
4) blend sampai halus
5) Panaskan kuali n letak minyak..
6) Masukkan bahan2 yg diblend tadi
7) masak sampai cili jadi kemerah2an, pastu leh masukkan air sikit
8) masukkan asam jawa, gula, garam n ajinomoto secukup rasa
9) masukkan udang n petai..
10) kalo nak lagi best potong 1/2 biji bawang merah n masukkan skali..
11) masak udang mama kata takyah lelama..nampak dah masak udang tuh..leh angkat..

siap..senang jer kan buat sambal..hmm..mama kata kalo nak buat apa2 sambal..camnila basic masakannya..masak sambal ikan bilis ker, sambal ayam ker...hoho..

kalo tau sesenang ni...dah lama den masak awal2..

To do list

Another 2 weeks to go before my maternity leave end.sob..sob..

I have to ensure that I accomplish this before it end..(list arrange not in priority order):

1 - learn to cook with my lovely mama, as much as I can. Maybe around 10 dishes ( to date: 2 , another 8 to go)

2 - sauna sebanyak mungkin( tot of buying sauna portable cost ard rm460. tapi macam tak cukup duit jerk. Maybe find alternative ie guna periuk nasi n selimut or tanya whether condo nih ada sauna tak--dear, bila nak tanya?huhu)

3 - pastikan mata lebam berkurangan

4 - cukup rehat (wpun mmg dah tersgt cukup as at to date)

5 - to buy living n dining set. Hias2 rumah apa yg patut.

6 - gather infos related to beauty tips n pregnancy(for d future, supaya pregnancy lepas nih lebih berilmu n bersedia :))

7 - bertangas, bertungku, berbarut, berlulur n makan jamu sampai abis cuti..lepas tuh..pk lain lak apa nak buat utk maintain cantik :)fewitt!

8 - exercise sampai kurus, makan makanan seimbang..hok2

9 - organize my wardrobe..my working attire and casual wear for the new me!*isk*

10- arrange kenduri lepas pantang n arwah for my lovely baby

11- meeting my close frens

12- meet the doc. to check my current condition n consult bout d future planning.

13- beribadah bebanyak

14- beli produk rawatan utk jadikan rambut lebih cantik!

15- spend more n more quality time with my hubby (ie exercise, tgk wayang , tgk tv, jalan2, main saidina, main card, karaoke..hoho..dan banyak lagi) alamak dear..i dun mean to put this at the bottom of d list.huk2.(takpe2..dah bgtau n pujuk dah ;)..

adoi...banyak nyer..i think there are a lot more to do..think better stop the list here.ingat nanti, update lagi..

gud luck to me!

Ayam Masak Asam Pedas

Hoho...

Menu kita hari ini ialah ayam masak asam pedas!My hubby suka :)..

Bahan2:

1 biji bawang merah
2 ulas bawang putih
halia sebesar ibu jari
cili kering (agak2 leh penuh 1/2 blender ;))
sebatang serai
satu sudu kunyit
1/2 sudu asam jawa
ayam dalam 1/2 ekor
daun cenohom/kesom (dalam 3,4 batang, amik daun jer tapi)
tomato dihiris bentuk kiub

Cara2 memasak:

1) rebus cili kering. Dah lembut, potong kecik2..buang biji elak kena apendiks ;)
2) blend cili kering, bawang merah, bawang putih, halia dan serai yg telah dipotong2 sampai halus
3) panaskan minyak dalam kuali. Dah panas, tuang bahan no 2 tadi
4) campurkan satu sudu serbuk kunyit dan 1/2 sudu asam jawa
5) tumis sampai bahan tadi masak (sampai minyak pecah n cili warna merah2 pekat)
6) masukkan ayam dan tuang air sedikit demi sedikit mengikut sukatan yg sesuai
7) masukkan garam dan ajinomoto secukup rasa.
8) masak sehingga ayam empuk dan masak
9) bila ayam dah empuk, masukkan tomato n daun kesom
10) panaskan utk dalam 2 minit lagi...dah masak!siap dimakan...

Menu seterusnya..akan datang:
- ayam masak rendang
- ayam goreng cabai
- sambal ikan bilis
- apa2 lagi yg mama nak ajar masak sampai cuti abis..:)

Kari Ayam Tanpa Santan

Lamanya tak masak, sampai kari ayam pun tak ingat masak camner..esp kalo masak ikut resepi mama..mama nyer style masak lain skit tapi SEDAP!:)

Memandangkan my hubby teringin sgt nak makan kari ayam di hari ahad ni, so blajar masakkan arini..

Bahan2:(makan 3 org)

2 biji bawang merah
2 ulas bawang putih
halia (size setengah bawang)
ayam dalam 6 ketul
tomato 2 biji
sebatang kayu manis & 2 biji bunga lawang (lawang tuh tak tau btui ke tak,hoho)
Serbuk kari (mama suka cap babas, sedap katanya)
satu sudu besar serbuk cili
garam n ajinomoto secukup rasa
Sebiji kentang

Cara2 memasak:

1) blend 1 biji bawang merah,2 ulas bawang putih dan halia tadi sampai lumat
2) pastu campurkan serbuk kari ngan serbuk cili dalam bahan pertama tadi yg siap diblend.Tambah air skit bila perlu.
3) hiris sebiji bawang merah & tomato utk ditumiskan
4) panaskan minyak. Bila dah panas, masukkan hirisan bawang merah, tomato,kayu manis & bunga lawang tadi. Masak sampai tomato tuh dah hancur2 n bawang tadi layu kekuningan..
5) pastu masukkan bahan 1+2 kedalam periuk tumisan tadi. masak sampai kari pecah minyak (mama kata sampai kari jadi merah2 skit)
6)masukkan ayam n tuang air sikit2 mengikut kesesuaian..letak garam & ajinomoto secukup rasa..
7) masak hingga ayam empuk
8) hiris kentang bentuk dadu n masukkan dalam kuah tadi bila ayam dah empuk
9) bila kentang dah empuk ..settle..tutup api..

Hubbyku komen kari ayamku kurang masin..huk2..jaga kesihatan sayang..;)..
Takperla..mak budak baru blaja..:)

Love..

Dear,

I belek2 things in my computer and I found this..I almost forgot bout it.I wrote it last 2 years and never show and share it wif u.I just keep to myself.If I'm not mistaken i wrote it when we have a fight masa couple2 dulu( asam garam dalam hubungan ). I wrote it to cool me off n try to look at a bright side of the fight. Argument, misundertanding and fight are not always lead to negative side.... But,doesn't mean that we must attract those negative things.:)..

Just to share..


When u start loving someone..
U will accept everything bout him..
U will think that he is the wonderful person u ever know.
Everything bout him seems so perfect
And U never want to think how ur life will be without him..

When sometimes he hurt u..
U try to hate him..
But u cant..
U dun wan to lose him..
U dun wan to lose all the happiness and love that he gives to you..
U try to tell to yourself that he never mean to hurt u..
He loves u more than u ever think..

It makes u realise that sometimes loving is hurting
The more u love him.
The more u will hurt..
Coz u never want to share his love with others..
U want him to be yours n only yours..
But the fact , he belong to others too..

Sometimes u think..
U understand him so much..
But sometimes u dun..
But the facts..the more u try to understand him..
The more u will confuse
It’s not that u dunno about him at all..
It just that sometimes, what u understand about him..
It’s not what u want to know and want to accept..
It is not a bad feeling..
It is normal for two different people who want to share their life together,,
It teaches and makes u learn what love mean
Love is sharing and accepting each other with all your heart

If u never being hurt in ur love journey..
U will not cherish and appreciate the love
Thus, never blame each other for any fight..
The fight bring you closer to each other,,
And allow you to understand each other better than before..

Thus, love is not complicated as u think..
It’s not as hard as you think..
Take it easy and cherish it..
Trust to your heart,,
As it will tell you what is a true love..


1 Jan 2007

Nasi goreng kasih sayang

Hmm..today,my hubby n i have spent most of our time watching tv. We watched 4 movies non stop @ astro starting ard 2pm. We start with Michael collins (citer perang), wild hogs (damn funny), jurassic park 3, 27 dresses..Actually, he still watching movies now while I'm drafting this post and it is Sunday morning!!ohh..tak ngantuk lagi katanya n he asked me to accompany him. But, I am too tired to watch tv dah, macam muak..

Just now, i made tomyam fried rice for my hubby.sayangku lapar..hoho..another simple cook after my keropok ketam.Adoi!kesian hubbyku..but he finished all.so happy!meaning that my fried rice was nice and finger licking good!if not nice, he wont finshed all..makan skit jer.:(..

Fried rice..i know it is so damn easy to make it, letak jer serbuk adabi ker apa,settle! But with kasih sayang yg dicurahkan while cooking..it make the taste different and bertambah sedap! Agree dear? ;)...

Berpantang

11 May, lepas baby lahir dalam kul 12.10pm..doc dah scan & check..sumer ok, discharge and balik umah around 7pm..

12 May, berpantang2an bermula. For the future, kena ingat beli set bersalin earlier. Sbbnya, lepas bersalin, dah kena start terus. Tapi sbb, tak expect akan deliver this fast, so, mmg tak prepare apa2 gi..ari tu jugak baru hubby dapat pegi beli sumer2 barang2 untuk berpantang…

Both of us decided to use nona roguy(NR).Lepas tanya few ppl yg pernah guna and most of them kata set bersalin NR bagus..So my hubby belikan Set NR (large set for 2 mth, cost RM5++), air jus kurma akar kayu, kurma, air zam2, bengkung (RM48).

So, mama dah start masakkan masakan yg berasaskan halia yg banyak tak ingat, and bawang..mmg buat badan panas. Sbb masa pantang mmg badan kena panas, if not masuk angin.. Untuk rujukan apa leh makan apa tak leh, masa beli set NR, dia ada bagi list yg leh dijadikan panduan..

Tapi pastinya, lauk ku sepanjang pantang ni..ikan bilis, ikan merah, ayam , gamat, daging, sayur sawi, ikan haruan, buah epal ..


BERURUT

Start berurut pada hari ke 2 berpantang, setiap pagi start kul 8 am for 45 minutes. Bidan kampong yg urutkan, Wak Sur (Wak perempuan).Biasanya,org akan urut for 3 days berturut2 after deliver and after pantang, kata nenek tu. But, we decided urut 5 days berturut2 pada minggu pertama and minggu ketiga 5 hari lagi berturut2..And plan lepas pantang pun urut lagi. Wak Sur tu Cuma charge RM50 for 3 days, but we just gave her RM100 for 5 days (senang kira).

Kebaikan berurut:
Urut bertujuan memulihkan kesegaran badan, melancarkan peredaran darah, membuang angin, membetulkan urat, memperkemaskan bahagian perut dan mempercepatkan pengeluaran darah nifas serta kekotoran.

Mmg urut tuh best, melegakan otot2 kita yg tense sbb proses bersalin. Rasa sihat skit lepas kena urut, then darah pun kuar banyak lepas kena urut..

BERTUNGKU

Lepas berurut, bertungku lak..Thanks to Kak Ani (opismate), dia hadiahkan tungku besi seberat 1.5 kg bentuk cam lesung yg panjang. Tungku besi nih elok sbb dapat mengekalkan kepanasan utk jangkamasa yg agak lama..Mama akan panaskan besi kat dapur and lepas tuh bungkus ngan daun mengkudu n sirih, pastu bungkus ngan kain. Lepas tu it’s ready for use..

Proses bertungku dilakukan sambil berbaring dan tungku diletakkan, berhampiran ari-ari/ bawah pusat dan di atas perut (bawah buah dada). Caranya, urutan tunku tuh ditarik dari ari2 ke atas. Leh membantu menaikkan peranakan kata org..tapi jgn kuat2 sgt2..takut peranakan lari lak..sbb waktu tuh, rahim kita lemah. Untuk kesan tungku yang lebih baik tapak kaki serta tumit juga perlu ditungku.

Kebaikan bertungku:
Amalan bertungku ini penting memandangkan ia dapat menghangatkan badan ibu, membuang angin, mengecutkan urat yang kembang selepas bersalin di samping memperbetulkan serta melancarkan perjalanan darah.

BERBENGKUNG

Lepas bertungku, pakai bengkung. Sapu herbanika barut sekitar bawah pusat sampai seluruh perut , sisi perut, belakang perut..pastu zass..balut bengkung. Bengkung haruslah diikat ketat dan kemas meliputi bahagian punggung, perut sehingga bahagian bawah payu dara.

Bengkung sendayu tinggi zigzag mmg mudah, senang and bagus. Even pakai bengkung sendiri, bengkung tuh ketat and kejap. Mmg rasa berbengkung la, dia pegang btul badan..

Pastu, berbengung elok sampai ke bawah punggung..sbb, kalo sampai perut jer, dia leh menekan peranakan kita ke bawah. So, kalo dari bawah punggung, leh elak pernakan jatuh ( baca somewhere, tak ingat mana). So seharusnya memilih bengkung panjang lilit sampai punggung.1/2 punggung pun ok.

Kebaikan berbengkung:
Ini untuk mengelakkan bahagian-bahagian seperti punggung dan perut mengalami pengumpulan lemak yang membawa gejala buncit dan mengendurkan punggung.

Mmg betul, ari ketiga berbengkung, bidan tuh puji kata perut dah kemas tak geleber. Hoho..berbangga buat seketika..Mmg kalo berbengkung btul2, leh nampak hasilnya ngan cepat. Tapi takla flat terus macam masa2 anak dara dulu n sebelum ngandung..hoho..

MINUM AKAR KAYU & JAMU

Set NR tuh ada jamu bentuk kapsul, dan air jamu akar kayu. So, setiap ari makan 3 biji sebelah pagi and 2 biji malam sebelum tido..actually, dia ada dos2 dia ikut tahap pelawasan kita. But, my dose macam tuh..hoho..sbb kita kena elak sembelit masa lepas bersalin ni, sbb kalo sembelit, maybe akan affect jahitan ker..kalo ada kena jahit la.. Mine, alhamdulillah aritu tak koyak n tak jahit. Sbb baby kecik kan..

Bila rasa darah kuar banyak or terlampau panas..maka dos tuh harus diadjust mengikut keadaan..

Pastu air akar kayu tuh jadikan minuman semasa pantang ni..dan air masak. NR nyer air akar kayu tak pahit sgt..sedap..tambah minum masa panas2..fuh..rasa sihat.mmg berpeluh2 la time pantang ni..

Ingat nak terus amalkan sampai 100 ari..sbb mmg rasa kesan..jamu2 nih leh turunkan berat badan..mmg ada kesan. Bayang, dalam 4 minggu jerk hilang 7 kg. Hoho..best2..

Berat masa kawin =47kg
Pregnant for 6 mths = 62 kg (naik tak ingat..hoho)
As at 5 June (last timbang)= 55kg (fewitt..but still lot to go to reach berat masa sebelum pregnant..uwaaaaaaa)

Haih, kena capai gak..sbb most of the baju yg elok2 size S and XS ( cewah;))..mana muat lagi dah. Adooi…takkan nak beli baju baru kot. Baju ngandung dah tak applicable dah nak pakai..:(. Takper, tgk kalo by the time start keje kang, kalo tak turun2 gak, mmg kena beli 2,3 helai baju baru..adooi!..sebenarnya..ada la baju lama2 masa sebelum diet dulu, size M..buruk la tapi..:(..ngada kan..

Khasiat phyto natal (kapsul jamu):
•Membersihkan rahim, mengeluarkan angin, lendir dan darah kotor dalam badan
•Melawaskan pembuang air kecil dan besar, mengatasi masalah sembelit, kepenatan, migrain dan angin
•Mengimbangi kembali sistem badan.
•Mengurangkan berat badan dan menguatkan otot-otot badan

Khasiat akar herbanika (air jamu)
•Menyegarkan urat saraf, mengurangkan keletihan serta sakit sendi, memecahkan lemak yang degil dan juga mengawal bau badan.
•Membantu pengeluaran susu yang baik dan pekat.
•Melawaskan pembuangan air kecil dan mengurangkan air yang berlebihan dalam badan.

MANDI

Mandi masa pantang nih kena mandi air suam. Set NR tuh ada uncang akar kayu utk mandian, so rendam and mandi..terasa segar. Pastu ada serbuk lulur gak..
For me, amalkan pepagi mandi lulur (satu sudu teh)..petang mandi akar kayu..Hasilnya, nampak berseri n tak pucat masa pantang ni (hoho..ni pun mak bidan tuh puji. Kalo tak, I won’t realized sgt..keke).

Kebaikan mandi lulur n akar kayu:
Adalah dipercayai amalan mandi cara ini dapat mengeluarkan angin di dalam badan, mengendurkan otot, menghaluskan kulit dan untuk tujuan awet muda.

BERTANGAS

Digalakkan buat lepas mandi.
Lepas darah nifas abis, for me cuma 2 minggu lebih..then bertangas lak.Bertangas ni ada macam2 jenis..But I amalkan tangas kering and tangas basah jer.

Tangas kering: I just use NR uncang cuci herbanika (dah ada rempah ratus yg perlu), rebus kasi kaw2 panas and akar kayu tuh meresap kuar dgn baiknya..then tuang kat tempat duduk yg dibeli khas oleh hubby ku di farmasi yg cuma berharga RM 49. Tempat duduk tuh, just letak kat toilet bowl then duduk atas tuh..tuang air rebusan tadi dalam tempat duduk tuh (separuh jerk…nak elak air kena kulit, melecur kang).Pastu amik kain batik tutup badan..hoho..mmg best..masa tgh bertangas tuh, leh dengar lagu sambil leh buat exercise. Kalo tak gila boring..

Tangas basah: dah settle wap2 panas dah abis, slalunya ard 10 mins..amik lagi lebihan air rebusan tadi. Tuang bagi penuh tempat duduk tuh..pastu rendamkan ehem2 inside..lagi 10 minit duduk itu dalam ..

Bestla bertangas ni, berpeluh2, rasa sihat jerk..Tapikan baca forum2 and artikel..diorg kata mmg bagusla bertangas ni. Even anak dara pun leh buat..so, apatah lagi for isteri2 yg sayangkan suaminya ;)..mmg rasa nak amalkan berterusan n bukan waktu berpantang jer. Bertangas tak digalakkan masa period..

Kebaikan bertangas:
Amalan ini penting agar luka dan jahitan cepat sembuh. Bahagian sulit juga cepat kering dan ketat, mengecut rahim serta otot-otot yang kembang dan mengelakkan prolapse (keluar tombong).

Wokeh..itula proses2 berpantang yg ku lalui..Selain dari di atas semasa berpantang kena:
1-cukup tidur (hoho..dah terlebih2 dah)
2-makan on time. Jgn biar perut kosong.(kadang2 malas nak makan sbb nak diet konon)
3-takleh berinternet.keje yg mata fokus..(nanti mata cepat rabun. Tapi, I dun have bb to take care of. So nak elak dari bermurung :))
4-jalan pelan2, langkah kecik.
5-Pemakaian stoking and baju yg leh panaskan badan (first time pakai kain batik utk jangkamasa yg lama. Hoho, bila lagi)

My confinement period going to end soon. Another 5 days to go..Yahoo!merdeka!
Tapi tak dinafikan, berpantang secara tradisional nih mmg bagusla..kesannya dapat dilihat dalam masa yg singkat..

keropok ketam!

I'm back!!!

hoho..dah 10 days we stay in this house in damansara.My mom and hubby really helps a lot..cleaning the house, u know I cant do much coz in confinement kan..so, just look2 see2 la..our house still not fully funished la tapi..still need to buy dining and living set. Can't wait abis pantang which is another 7 days to go, for me to shop those furnitures..yiihaaa..

Actually kan, 2days after we reached here, I went out to Giant d..haha..my mom allowed, but need to walk slowly and extra carefull. Darurat katanya..hehe..coz we need to buy cooking stuff etc, and tak sampai hati to leave me alone in the house..and this morning, I went to kopitiam opposite our place (dekat jer, walking distance..) with my mom..lepak2 minum kopi. Coz stuck in the house for so long make so lazy,and so demotivated..yerla, all the muscle 'still' jer, sleep, eat..haih..so, need to walk.

okie2..meleret dah..actually i wanna tell bout my keropok ketam. This keropok ketam is for my hubby..Other than chicken, ie KFC, drummet and watever dishes related to chicken ..he also favor ketam, filamen ketam!so, I got an idea to fry keropok ketam buatan sendiri for him!

Cara2 memasak:

1) buy a pack of filamen ketam

2) tear it line by line (ada line kat ketam tuh...;))

3) fry it!

4) Ready to EAT!

senang kan..no need to add anything.once cooked, it is ready to eat..rasanya sedap!

Hmm..when he is back from his work today, he can try my keropok ketam yg lazat..ekeke..hope he likes it :)

I think, it's the time for me to learn to cook.no excuse anymore.After married, I'm pregnant (bunting pelamin.hoho)..so, dimaafkan if din cook ;)..nak tambat hati suami kan, perut kena jaga..Haih, I oni know to cook all the simple2 dishes,..the complicated one like sambal tumis, rendang, asam pedas etc ( some ppl may think sambal is easy to cook, but not for me ;)) I must utilize my maternity leave to learn to cook and ask my mom to guide me. Huhu, sedih plak..other ppl, during maternity leave, they are so bz with their babies..but not me..argh..THINK POSITIVE! okie..

So,today, as a warm up.. I fried keropok ketam for my hubby :)

Packing time!

At last, Yusri find a better house for us to rent.He has been looking for few houses d.Not dat easy, most of the places that he viewed, sumer tak ok..end up, yesterday, he viewed a house at Pelangi Damansara Astana and everything looks find. It's a partly furnish condo. The owner is malay and previous tenant pun malay, so takyah samak2 la..The house furnished with fridge,washing machine, kitchen cabinet,3 air conds and bed.kira okla..

So, we gonna move this coming saturday..I have to pack my things and listed out the household items that we need to bring from Ipoh ie kettle, plate etc

So, I will continue my confinement there. My mom will come along :)..

Hmm..we choose damansara area coz it will be nearest to EY damansara..hoho..yeah, I planned to transfer to EY KL after my leave.But, I have yet to inform my boss. Kira we make this plan and arrangement with an assumption that my boss will approve my transfer and everything will be finalised within a month, which is kira2 around august and I can move there permanently and stay with my lovely hubby..

Kalo boss tak kasi..I will try so hard, berdrama air mata ke..apa2 yg patut la..
I dun care..I will make it happen soonest possible..transfer to EY KL is my next goal..pray everything will turn well.Amin...Anyway, i can oni voice out to my boss after I come back from leave, 13 july

okla, got to start packing my things..tata..

Sunday, 31st May 2009..

It's my Birthday!!I am 27 now..wohoho..

On Saturday nite...around 10 pm..I played cards with my hubby and my nephew (sling card nama gamenyer, but no gambling ;))..main punya main..ehem2, as usual I am the winner (sorry dear and jaim ek, cuba lagi .hik2..jgn mara..) ." I am the champion..of the world!"..oh sorry..naik sheh lak..ok, back to the story..around 11.55pm camtu, my hubby stopped the game..hoho, dat time i got the feeling, "dapat adiah..yeye"..hehe..eventho, before that he kept on saying, "sorry dear..no present this yr..i buy u key chain la"..i pun jawab " eh, takper2 takder adiah pun takper (konon), tapi kalo nak bagi,takmo la key chain jer " ahaks..

Happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u...after he sang that Bday song for me, he gave me clues on where my Bday present was placed. Ala2 cam treasure hunt la, tapi dalam rumah punya..The clues were:

Yusri:" ur present dekat sebelah rumah kepada barang di pakai di kaki "

Irna: hoho..tepi rak kasut..(maka I go n find it, jumpa!)

It's a towel printed with "Happy 27th Birthday Irna Wati 31 may 2009"..I'm not gonna use it..sayang..huhu

next;

Yusri : Another present is inside the black coloured items which we normally placed a very expensive and important items"

Irna: xxxxx...banyak kali gakla jawab salah..then think of, oo, inside laptop bag..

Hugo perfume set..dulu2, when I first met him, i use this perfume, then no more. .mengenang kembali nostalgia la ni :)..Irna with the Hugo smell..

The last one:

Yusri: It's placed dekat project mama n acik

Irna : wohoho..dapur!

As a winner of my Bday treasure hunt, I've been awarded with crystal medal, fewitt...written with "Happy Birthday..27..Irna Wati..31 may 2009"..huhu..terharu..

These are all the presents for my 27th Birthday..Thanks a lot dear..I Love u ..muacks!

Eventho it's a simple birthday celebration that nite...but it so so sweet..I will never forget:)

My 1st Bday celebration as Yusri's wife :)..

Friday Story...

Hmm..Last nite I was rushing for feedback report for my staff.okiela, for their good sake, rush during my leave pun takper..one thing, I have to comment in word format coz I have prob in accessing EY website.so, as alternative, they have to printscreen the feedback page, then email me..after dat, I have to comment and return bak to them. this is for the roundtable thing..okiela..tak jadi hal..but wat I'm so mad today coz, suddenly they told me they find way for me to fixed the prob so dat i can access to ey NET and redo again thru system plak..But, i said NO, I already find the alternative and gave my comments on the staff..nak fixed prob about the sytem, tggu abis cuti kang..bukan per, my celcom broadband ni dahla slow,esp during office hour..then have to solve everything by today..dah la last nite i spent the whole nite doing the feedback comment..letihla..pastu, ingat dah abis citer..received another call saying that I have to do for another 2 staff...year end report plak..adui..baru nak tidur..haih..then now, I have to wait and wait ..wat I am so mad is..y it is soooo soooo..last minute..can u tell me earlier..give me today then expect complete by today..bengang tak..haih..

Okla..forget bout dat..I suppose to be happy today..coz my hubby will be coming back to Ipoh from cyber..weekend husband n wife kan..cant wait to c him later..hmm..he just called me just now.He told me bout his final exam for d training result. Before dat he is so damn nervous..coz he said most of his answer he was a bit unsure whether correct onot.Mana tau, end result oni 6 mistakes out of 50questions.kira hebat la tu awak..if in school, can consider it as an A:) tau..sonoknya..happy for u..he said he wanna compare with others..see who has lesser mistakes..Competitive sungguh!saper ajar ;)..hik2..rindu nyer..wohoho...

Hmm..haa..another thing, we've been searching for my baby scan photos since past 2 mths.I start realised the album missing 2 weeks before find out baby dah takder.hmm, normally I will see the photos before i go to sleep:). It is so weird I can misplaced it coz normally I will put either on the drawer next to bed or maybe in my handbag( kadang2 i bring to office :))..Cari2 mmg selongkar everything la.tak jumpa.maybe she doesnt wan me to be so so sad for her..she wan me to be ready and well prepared for not be able to see her anymore..hmm..last 2 days, I suddenly asked my mom to hide some of her "important items" below the drawer in my room(sbb she dunno where else to hide it..hihi)..bukak2 jer..she find out the album..so weird becoz last time , takde pun..maybe she thinks I am ready enuf and strong enuf to c her photos after wat had happened.mmg pun, happy sgt dapat tgk gambar baby..no tears, but a smile..miss her so MUCH. The album consist of her photos since she is 2 to 5mths inside me!

Below are her last scan photos..21 wks and 6 days..my sweet little girl. Miss u baby..

Al fatihah...Amin..

A Gift From My Heart

This is my first time ber'blog2" ni..hmm..dunno wat to say in here..I never had any diary before, ada pun ..it's a very simple diary and always doing it halfway..coz too much thing to say and feel very tired to write it all..maybe by typing here in the blog, it much more simpler and more interesting..mari kita lihat..hehe..sampai bila I can maintain this blog..kikiki..cop2..kira blog ni leh consider macam diary la kan..sort of la kan..kan awak kan..;)

Hmm..okiela.Let me start with this..

Actually, this few weeks I've been thinking to give my lovely hubby a lovely present..but I dunno what n how to buy it for him, since I'm still on confinement.Nak kena ketuk kalo kuar rumah skang ni..nak arrange for online gift delivery, he is not sure of his new office address plak..Why I wanna give him a present???

Hmm..I am so greatful n thankful for having him as my husband..A gift from God.Since we knew that our lovely daughter passed away (still in my womb) on 21st April 2009, he was there with me..all the while..accompany me to go thru this sadness together. He gave me the strenght, support, love and everything that a mother and a wife needs in order to go thru the pain of losing a baby..my First and Wonderful Baby..I know he feel d pain too. But, he didn't show his sadness just to make me smile and laugh..
Let me recall..

21 April: Find out our baby is in a Heaven..
22 - 29 April: Admitted to hospital for induce treatment. But just 1cm opening..Doc ask us to go back home for me to have a rest...
10 May: Admitted again to continue for the induce treatment..
11 May: My wonderfull little daughter born @ 12.10pm, thru normal delivery

It's been a very traumatic experience for both of us..Imagine we have to stay in the labor room since 5 am till 7pm every day for 7 days..heard baby crying..erghh..hanya Allah yg tahu..how we felt at that time..luckily, my hubby are always there with me.With him by my side, I am strong to fight this feeling..Whenever I cry, he always tell me, "our baby being take care of by angels. She made this decision to leave us because she loves us..I shouldn't cry, but shud be happy and pray for her"...lots of courage words given to me..but what I know, whenever I heard it from him..I feel so calm and so happy.Eventhough we are losing our first child, but we still have each other..our love become stronger..I love u so much dear..

No words and nothing can decribe how I appreciate all the things that you do for me all this while. But yesterday , I heard of this song..and I find out the lyrics really show how I feel towards you...At first I tot I wanna download the song for you as a gift from my heart..tapi tak reti download la pulak..so, bagi lyric jer..hope u like it..

specially dedicated to my beloved husband..

Because you love me by Celine Dion..

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in youI'll be forever thankful, baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
ou were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I amBecause you loved me, ooh, baby

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed becauseI was loved by you

You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Thanks dear..